The Bored Man
Let me tell you why you're here. You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it.It is this feeling that has brought you to me. Do you know what I'm talking about?
IF you care about reading this, I have a name that only best friends should know. So for those stalkers who are here trying to know my life and stuff, you may refer to me as MAK, Mufasa, or Doctor Whaaaaaaa?? (Yes I'm serious)
Confusion = Cluelesness = Death
Hi. I’m bored. (No duh, my blog is called The Bored Man.)
But I’m also very confused. Maybe the very few of you people who follow me might share the same feeling. Idk. I’m just gonna ramble and probably waste your precious time. Though I doubt I will since scrolling down your dashboard looking at either guys, homo guys, love posts, meme, and etc, is wasting time anyway.
So recently, I just cracked and said,”I’ve had freaking enough of this shit. Either be straight up with me, or confuse the hell out of me and leave your ‘best friend’ in the dark!” Yeah, everyone chose the second. Why? I have no idea. Maybe random people can help who’ve suffered from same experiences.
I consider myself a very friendly person to everyone who respects me. Respect is a good feeling to have from others. but friendship is the better feeling. Lately I’ve been meeting many new friends. New friends from school, friends of friends in other schools or states. And when they think of me, I’m that “chill, nice, funny guy.” I love that.
What I hate however, is when after all my time, talking with my friends, developing the friendship, and strengthening it, it all goes to waste in less than 6 months. (True Story) You know why? because a random turn walks by and ruins everything for me. This turd just did everything I worked for (trust and dependency) in 6 months and did it in a week. WHY!?!?! And this not only with one person. I’m talking about EVERYONE I’ve ever tried to have a strong friendly non-intimate relationship with. I’M CONFUSED!!!
Like what the crap did this person do that I didn’t? He or she calls you insults while you laugh while I’m here looking down going,”Where the hell is the respect that I’ve been giving you?!” Sometimes, under pressure (sometimes jealousy), I act the same way that person does. only when I do it, yo call me a dick and an asshole. again. WTF?! Is it his looks? His money? Does he or she wanna have a relationship with you? Are you just racist (I’m Arab so I highly think so.)?! Either way. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS!
It pisses me off not knowing what on earth is going on?! Because, for me, having a relationship with a friend is like walking in the desert while holding the pin of a hand grenade. If anything startles you in that emptiness, you pull the pin and die (or kill the relationship). So please, anyone out there with a similar experience, help a brother out. So answer
What does s/he have that I don’t? Or if it’s not them, what am I doing wrong?
